Uhh it was horrid and past...just makes me feel like ending it as it's unpleasant and makes me feel freaking pathetic, though I know that is no way to think about it...its not like I have much defense from being hit with all that at once...don't even know what the trigger was. I am ok now for today, just been trying to relax and not really do much else sort of working on cleaning my room some.

But yeah I have a t.v with a ps3 so I have netflix and a couple free games I downloaded that aren't too great...still have to buy some, but gotta be careful not to overspend on things like that till I am sure I have other things covered like food since I barely get foods stamps now.