I dont know how to deal with it. We were supposed to get married in about a month. She will do the most god awful things to me and then tell me it was just a mistake when she is normal. I can't have my whole life to be a mistake. I have meaning and purpose. I don't like my heart and love being played with... I don't like leaving her and never hearing from each other again just because of (BP)..... Is there any way to fix this? Will it get better over time? From when we first started dating until now, it has been progressively gotten worse, and worse and worse and it's like every episode she picks up where she left off last time and then it's worse... Like the snowball effect however, when the snowball stops rolling, the size of the snowball remains the same and then when he mood switches comes it gets bigger and worse and worse and worse again... I cant stop this snowball... Is there any way to stop this? She doesn't deserve to live like this. I almost feel like she is disabled and needs someone to take care of her and protect her, these episodes are that bad and if someone doesn't know her, things can get ugly.