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Old May 05, 2014, 08:07 PM
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Originally Posted by Capriciousness View Post
Thanks HBomb. I appreciate your post. The most heartening thing ever is just knowing I am not alone. That helps me feel seen and heard. I don't have to say anything to you or explain it. You just kinda know how I feel as I do you.
I am on Lamictal 200mg and I don't feel any different than I did on 25mg. I hate feeling like crap every single day. Sad, misunderstood, hopeless. Now going through menopause to boot. All I want to do is sleep sleep and sleep some more. My poor kids I'm sure don't know what to think. I know my husband wonders why I like my bed so much. He wishes he'd married some working woman who is energetic and professional but he does love me. I just can't return that love and he is lonley. I pretty much want to die most days.
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Anonymous45023, BipolaRNurse, Capriciousness