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Originally Posted by Hbomb0903
It's so sudden. I feel like I'm trapped inside my own skin!! I feel like I have to do something but I can't even focus on what i should be or want to be doing. I am obsessing on my relationship and taxing it. I can't stand to just be!!!! I don't know what to do and I truly feel nuts right now. Just threw all my dirty clothes at the wall in anger and looking for release and was screaming from frustration.
I am scared!!!! This is unbearable!!! I don't know where else to go but here???! No one can help me anyway because I have to help myself???? Oh my gosh this is unbearable.
How can I function in my life like this???? I have **** to do tomorrow!!!!! It's not fair and this sucks sucks sucks..... can't stop having tearful moments.
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You are not alone. When I know I have appts or what not, makes me so anxious and really feel like death is best for me most days. And then there is maybe one day where I feel semi-normal. Not too many of those days yet, so I have that feeling to feel good about, knowing it's not EVERY stinking day of misery for me. I feel like I am the only person who feels this way. No one else gets it. They all get up at 6 am to start their awesome fun day ugh. Hate them all sometimes! I blame Facebook lol