It seems like you guys are all on more meds than me. I am on 200 Lamictal. Doc increases every month by 50mgs. When do you stop increasing the meds? I just feel like my doc is going to say "okay, no more for you, you are unhelpable and so depressed that there are no answers for you." Am I abnormal? I don't feel happy or normal or anything. I just want my bed.