Thursday is coming fast and feeling anxious for my new doctors appointment. The appointment isn't really the problem. My problem is how do I tell my husband that I'm depressed? He was raised not to show emotion so he doesn't. In all the 34 years we've been married I can count on one hand the times I've seen him cry. I know he'll think I'm stupid and there's nothing wrong.....he doesn't even see the severe level of pain that I have in my legs. He thinks that I can just jump up and do whatever he wants me to do. He doesn't know anything about what happened to me when I was young. I was always worried that he wouldn't believe me.....

what do I do if I tell him and he just brushes it off??