It's as if all the joy has been drained away. The world is gray. I find no joy in even simple things. I feel like I am just existing, not living. I isolate myself, which I know is wrong. The more I isolate myself, the more I want to isolate myself. Know what I mean? I'm sleeping way too much. Sleep is an escape and I look forward to that escape.

I just don't know how to pull myself out of this!!