Hi, iv been with my fiancé 3 years & due to a massive circumstance change 2 years ago she was diagnosed iv polar. Se was a Gucci model & had a perfect life "so I thought" then after the loss of her brother she had psycho therapy which opened up the doors to her passed. We were madly in love, every second we couldn't be apart, them she was put into a clinic where everything went bad. For the last 2 years she's been trying to push me away,not speaking to me, manic behaviour, she's in a clinc right now, has been for the best part of the last 2 years. No matter how hard she pushes me away the more I won't leave her.. Her childhood was atrocious and it's all surfacing now. She's lost her job, & don't care about anything anymore..I'll never abandon her but it hurts so bad seeing her like this & being powerless.. The money clinics have cost is unreal but she is worth every penny, you can't put a price on the person you love.. How do Make her believe that I'm not going to abandon her? Everyone on her life has treated her really bad, she's beautiful outside & in. I love her for her, her bi polar is part of her so I love that aswell. I don't like it because I can't help her but I need to make her realise no matter how long she is going to be I'll I'm always going to be here.. I love her more than life, she is my life. I wish I could take this illness & have it myself rather than her have it.. Seeing her like she is is heartbreaking.. She used to love me & trust me, now she won't talk to me. Her behaviour is off the wall. I'm out of idea thays why I'm on here , trying to get help.. I'd rather be dead than without her, I know she loves me but she isn't well..she don't realise I'm not ever going to abandon her, how do I get through to her? She was a happy go lucky girl when we first met, now she has bi polar ??,, I'm confused so much. I'm new on here so don't even know of I'm speaking to the right people..
Thank you


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