I was just sent home from work because I got really sick. I haven't eaten since Sunday and yesterday I had a really high heart rate. It was 96 I think when the normal rate is around 60 or 70 beats per minute.
Today I knew would be a difficult one because I already felt really week, and the lunch I had to give to the kids at my day care was one of the harder, more fast paced lunches. I finally barely got done with the 3 year olds and I started gagging over a trash can. My boss saw me and helped me get to the breakroom. My whole body was numb and I couldn't walk by myself. My heart is still pounding. What is going on?
I'm trying to get a cheese stick down right now. I'm just really scared my family is going to take me to the hospital and the doctors are going to know exactly what is wrong with me. I went to the school nurse yesterday and she chewed me out, and showed me just how off the chart I was with my weight and bmi, and called me out on my disease. I'm just so scared right now, and I really need to know why my body did what it did. I didn't mean to sound demanding in the title
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