Decided to post an update because i really need to vent.. I pretty much suffered a total mental breakdown in march. I ended up spending nearly 3 weeks in a psych hospital and left with a diagnosis of gad, severe depression (without psychosis) and ptsd. I pretty much moved back to my parents and I had to take a gap year from school. I had to give my very extensive home 'pharmacy' to my sister because I'm not certain I could use them properly if I feel bad enough.

I've been feeling a lot of guilt, shame and self hate. Why I didn't do something about my depression sooner.. Am I ever going to graduate? I also feel like a leech living with my parents. I'm 21 after all... Thankfully my parents have been a lot more understanding after talking with my psychiatrist.