Nothing is happening in my life. I feel stuck. I feel like I am going nowhere. And that everyone else's lives are much more interesting than mine. I'm not even interested in anything, I'm not good at anything. I want to get drunk or high I just don't know what to do. I'm sick of feeling so damn worthless. Now the house is empty and I'm just sitting here because I have no where to go and no one who wants me. I want to get really drunk and probably do stupid things. I just want something to happen. My scared inhibited self isn't going to do anything so.