THIS place is horrible I got put under suicide watch again because the nurses saw some of the old scars on my arms/wrists from when I used to cut myself frequently So they freaking said they were new I told them NO they were old scars but they searched through my room to make sure I didn't have any sharp objects hidden they said if they find any other scars they'll put me under another suicide watch. Whatever they won't find jack on me..I thought they are supposed to be trained to know when a scar is fresh or not anyway? They don't seem to know what they are doing.This is all wrong. Only 4 more days though! Maybe I won't flip out and try to strangle anybody lol...these people are driving me over the edge putting me in a situation that I really don't want to be in almost making me have thoughts or harming others but I do have some self control left in me. I got to see my Fiance' thankfully seeing him put some stability in the atmosphere for me it made me very happy he agreed with me that this place sucks he'll be glad when I'm back home too. I have 4 more days of this hell! hopefully I can hold out. I think that one bossy nurse is the one that got my scars searched and set up the whole thing I don't think she likes me and I think she's plotting against me for some reason. I guess no one can dare challenge her authority... How is everyone? Newtus are you doing better today?