thats how it is man. even KUREHA is in hospital and said she got dragged to her room twice and restrained one time. thats partly why i dont like hospital. they were strapping people down to beds when i was last friday. they called a "code purple" on two people that day.
ive been restrained many times. in many ways. in all ways possible.

im doing better today. but my paranoia is still high. its flaring up. no voices tho. well very very little voices. im still having trouble but doing better than a few days ago.