Sorry about more or less bad language, but I am fed up with this. Sick of hiding under blankets because I am worried of being killed by some unseen enemy. I mean most people have no clue how it is to live with this ****...I met one girl who got stabbed and was saved by surgery...and in a long time this has been the first person I have related to.

I don't want to hang with manipultive people, but I relate to people who have had ****ed up esperiences..but some people lie about it to take advantage so I don't know quite how to tell the difference. Having AS I have social difficulties so expressing things right can be hard for me.....but yeah I don't want to not live life on account of assholes but I also am sick of being taken advantage of.