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I am fifty. 18 months ago I was forced to move home with my parents. 6 months ago I lost my only source of income, unemployment. I have worked and supported myself my whole life. 15 of the last 20 months I spent in severe depression. Suicidal much of the time.
Screw shame. This is a very serious and dangerous thing we are dealing with. It is not our fault. We need all the help we can get. I too feel like a huge burden and I don't like it. I would be perfectly happy curled up in a ball suicidal in my own house (which I have) if I could pay my own bills. Not the way it is right now.
You will graduate. You will have to be much more patient.
Stay away from the drugs and alcohol. If you can't get help for that.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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