Yea when it comes to physical ailments like cancer or diabetes people understand and have sympathy. but when it comes to any mental disorder they don't care. I can't help that the chemical in my grainy just aren't level. just as much as a cancer patient can't help that unhealthy cells are attacking their healthy cells of that a diabetic does not produce insulin. its just what the body does and we don't have control over it. if it want a real illness there wouldn't be pdocs or tdocs or hospitals for it. it can be a very lonely feeling at times