My day was pretty good. I had some insecurity and self-doubt, but I didn't get as obsessively stuck in it as I sometimes do. I had dinner with my Mom, which is always triggering for me, but today it went OK. She is still triggering, but instead of frustration I more felt sad that we are stuck in the same loops of conversation and behavior all the time. Now I'm just really tired, but kind of tired beyond the point of when I should go to sleep. It's only Tuesday and I feel like I need another weekend. Tired