I had an ED my whole life. Most of the time I just overate to bury feelings and numb out. 2008 I was at my highest weight ever and needed to lose weight. I started off on what I thought was a harmless diet/exercise plan well it went overboard and I became severely emaciated. 2011 I had to go inpatient for few weeks. Ed therapist dumped me and there wasnt any other providers in my area so I got with another therapist and we didnt talk about the ED in the 2yrs I was there. Last year I was able to ease back on the restriction. However I was eating more and gained a lot of weight back. Had a appt with prim doc recently and when he looked at my chart he said I needed to lose weight. What concerns me is the past few weeks I been eating less then 700c a day. That good feeling is coming back and where like I feel more in control. I can't discuss this with my current T bc she isnt trained for it. I feel like this is a slippery slope and I can fall right back in.