Oy! That sounds like at least a binge-drinking problem if you're not an alcoholic (or on the short path to become one). I'm an alcoholic and I would regret having to welcome you to the club... although I don't follow my own advice I would suggest taking an extended break from alcohol and getting it under control before you find yourself getting into these situations more regularly.

At least you didn't go into full-on berserker mode and attack the cops! A deadly 95-pounds of drunken rage