I feel like that most of the time too...

I think if you were really weak the pain would be getting easier but that would mean you've given up and resigned yourself to it. But I don't know if that's true, just an idea that I feel might be true.

I know I have made pointless venting / probably-attention-seeking posts here when I'm feeling really down and a lot of other people here do too so don't feel bad about it. I definitely like to rant or sulk on here from time to time when I'm really feeling like **** (and the rest of the time I like to give advice of questionable value, hehe).

Although I know our pain is not exactly the same I know pretty much how you feel and others here do too. Please accept this painfully strong bear hug -