I am much worse than this place can allow me to be normal?
...everything I do here I am ashamed...
I don't trust and yet I also distrust myself...
I have written many absurd things ...
according to my illness...
my emotional explosions should be kept safe with me...
my illness is too much for me ...
and I a sorry for my attempts to collide with you...
I am ashamed and embarrassed...
goodbye
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