i don't know what has been happening to me just lately, i really feel like i am losing it. i have been sick a long time, but i have never dissociated so much in such a short period of time before. i am just sort of going in and out of consciousness, like i'm in a trance. i can't keep track of what is going on, and i think i am doing things without remembering doing them. i'm seeing my old psychologist on friday, but it's worrying me. she is convinced i have DID, and i have spent a year trying to deny it, and i'm worried that when she finds out about all this, she will think her suspicions confirmed.