I'm doing alright, thanks for asking. I haven't seen her in a month and I haven't spoken to her in 9 days. I'm kinda coming to my senses and seeing things now.

Last time I spoke to her on the phone she was crying to me saying all she wants is to have a family with me. She just wants to get married and have a family.

I don't understand if that's all she wants and all I want is for her to be stable (b/c if isnt stable then we aren't stable) and I don't seem to understand how, she can't control herself enough to have what we both want.

That's another thing, I wonder if we did have kids if our kids would be mentally ill as well.