I told her like 2 months ago I don't think therapy works, but she keeps setting up appointments because of my anxiety I go, I cannot miss an appointment might have something to do with my time in the military.

I was in a real down mood, she asked if I wanted to come next week. She gave me an option? I could have said no. She's never given me an option in my 6 months of seeing her! I said I will be there next week.

I think she has given up on me