You always have an option: maybe you're playing Jedi mind tricks on yourself to think otherwise?

It's good to know you said yes. That indicates some part of you wants to get better.

I don't see where it shows she has given up on you at all, more like if anything, she's curious if *you've* given up on you, though I think it's most likely it was just a phrase, not necessarily super-significant unless there's something else related from the session?