Thanks for the support...but yeah gotta address the drinking issue. My brother confronted me about it last night and we argued but I realized his point and well yeah its just something I need to work on for my own good.

I also notice drinking can end up magnifying bad feelings and what not, feel better for a little while then go ranting and raving and being irrational because the thing that was upsetting me is still there and just got covered up for a while.