I've lived in the country and and the city and you are right it just feels different. Sounds like you have had a lot of stress in your life lately. Have you been to see a doctor? It might be a good step in feeling better.

The good thing about Pysch Central is it's easy to make friends and there is always someone here to listen.

Have you considered a pet? Or does you apartment not allow pets? They sure help out with loniness.

Hope you feel better soon.