Hey there . My heart is with you . I never used to drink until I had depression. Two years into it, I just couldn't take it anymore and started going to my local pub. I'm glad you woke up at your place. I made the mistake of drinking and going back to my office, bumping into colleagues along the way, and puking in the toilets at my workplace. I get concerned about my drinking, because I get addicted to stuff super easily and my dad was an alcoholic for years. All the best to you. Is it a regular occurrence yet, or just a once-off?