Some interesting updates! Thank you all for your replies
I met with my psychiatrist whom had spoken with my T....... she said we both needed to get together again and deal with the stong feelings developed. She said boundaries can be blurred in a therapeutic context, etc. She also said she didn't think it was any mood or mental disorder - but that I was dealing with some very powerful emotions associated with my T. She knows my T, and said we both have the strength to overcome and get through it. I am not sure if it was just me - or T had some sort of feelings too that impacted our relationship? I am afraid to go back - as it will be so personal and difficult. Psychiatrist said I needed to send her an e-mail explaining what we needed to do, and that she will send one too. I have not heard back from T and it's nearly been a week. I feel after both me and my Psych e-mailing her that she is at least professionally obliged to respond to me (even with her "don't contact me") e-mails. Now the psychiatrist has recommended what we should do - I cannot understand why she would still ignore it? Perhaps she hasn't had time to reply, but waiting is unbearable sometimes - I just want to sort it out Psych said she will refer me to someone else if T cannot handle the feelings.