So sick of this place!!!!I can't trust anyone at this hospital Even the ones I thought I was making friends with one of them (not sure which one) Told on me to one of the nurses when I was telling them what really happened to me during my break that led up to me being placed in here. My mother was telling them I was attempting suicide and I didn't want to talk about it So I never told them the actual reason as to why I did it...But I trusted in this one person well it was a group of 3 people but only one of them told on me... well I told them and IT was my fault I shouldn't trust anyone here at all...And So now because they know I am subject to bouts of psychosis that makes me cause myself harm, I have a nurse stationed near my room who comes in every 15 minutes to check up on me... SO I officially have 0 privacy now. And she has to follow me wherever I go and watch me. Also they let me know If I act out they will keep me in my room and I won't be allowed to be out for a 24 hour period (Like they did when I first got placed in here)and nurses will be in and around my room during the entire time Again...that is the extreme suicide/violent out breaks watch.. Sometimes they will strap you down if you are acting too violently or too unstable.The usual watch around here is 30 minutes to 6 hours depending on your behavior. So I am so paranoid to say or do anything that will get me in trouble. I do not want to be under another 24 hour watch,or strapped down..I will be glad when this is all over it's a nightmare.