I had a dream about being pregnant. One of the things I remember the most was feeling stress and anxiety and feeling trapped. For some reason ending the pregnancy wasn't an option but also I was drinking because I wasn't sure yet? I'm not quite clear about that. Some people I have rocky relationships with were with me too. Overall it just gave me a bad feeling.

A year or so ago I did have a pregnancy that I ended but I don't think it's related. I went to bed stressed out last night thinking about how I hate losing control. I'm really picky about sleep and I wanted to go to bed really early last night but I had to go meet someone to give something to them and it stressed me out. I come from an alcoholic family so it's typical to hate not being able to control parts of your life. Maybe I've answered my own question, but any other insight?