Tomorrow is my last session with school T. Ever.

I want to write a letter to her but I don't know what to say. I don't have any words for my feelings. Not even in my head. I'm horrible at goodbyes. They make me upset and panic so I run away from them. I cut my feelings off for her months ago. I don't feel the same way I did for her anymore. But I know I feel something. I just don't right now. I will once she's gone forever. I always do.