thanks for your replies. I've been crying all morning because I'm scared about what's happening to me. I'm taking anti-depressants but I still feel really bad. I left my ex and since then I've just been going downhill and I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm really scared and if I have to be hospitalized, I don't know who's gonna take care of my 8 year old son. I have my family but they are very busy and probably won't be able to take time off work. I'm ashamed of myself because I'm feeling like this and I feel like I can't cope. I think that my family think I'm coping fine and I lie to them and lie to myself about how I'm feeling. I've also lost weight and having sleeping problems. I just don't know what to do for the best.