I'm so sorry that you were lonely. I sometimes feel like I don't know what to say, not that I'll say the wrong thing, but just wishing I could give you a hug in person (it would help to know where, geographically, you are. I'd hate to know, after you're gone, that I could have come to bring you flowers, music, CHOCOLATE, or just sit with you. I realize you might not want to make this public; please feel free to send me a private message.)
The other reason I might not reply on PC is that, at that moment, I have so many other things on my mind. But know that I read all of your daily posts, look forward to them, and think of you often during the day. Hugs.