I just want you to know you are never really alone. There are a lot of people here who care about you. I am also sorry you are feeling that way. When you don't post I worry about you. I lost my mom two months ago and helped take care of her and watched her die. She was also afraid of suffocating to death but she ended up in a coma and actually died pretty peacefully. A lot of times I didn't know what to say so I would just sit with her, put lotion on her, play hymns, turn on her favorite shows, hold her hand. Just be with her. I know that a lot of us cannot be with you but know that we are with you in spirit. Also I am glad you are watching shows that make you laugh. A sense of humor is valuable at this time. It has helped me with both of my parent's deaths. Keep posting and know that we are here for you.
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