Sorry you felt so alone Amelia. I think people might not necessarily have the words or know how best to help or comfort. At least that is my case.

I am very often touched by what you write (at times it even comes quite close to home and I hurt along with you) and how very brave you are, but i feel that whatever I write would sound so trite and pathetic compared to what I feel you'd need. You are so strong and such a fighter, I admire that. i just wish i could do something but feel so powerless tbh.

But I do read your thoughts (I always liked reading your threads, even before knowing about this current situation) and even though i may be silent, a piece of my heart flies over to you at the sad parts, as you say. Just know that you have a fount of good wishes & thoughts heading your way.