I can't say she's been hard on me at all...she's trained therapist herself and can spot signs of depression in me, and me being reluctant to ask for help (I was raised if you have a problem, you figure it out...and not complain about it to others)...

My wife, on the other hand, has been nothing but patient and caring...this last episode of depression is like nothing i have been through before. But then again, at just a year sober, my previous episodes that might have been this bad were likely masked with alcohol, and false mania from ADHD meds I no longer take.

So, yeah, I have been to a couple therapy sessions, and intend to go to more, but I can only afford so many over a specific period of time. So, after I see my pdoc at the end of the month, I am going to make an appy to see the therapist on the way out...