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So I gather it's NOT just since Sunday you haven't eaten....but many times before that just like that for your weight & bmi to be off the chart.
If you do any research on ED's anorexia especially, you would know exactly why your body did what it did....high heart rate & all. Your body doesn't like you abusing it....anymore than people like being abused by others & your body is screaming at you to STOP IT. You should be scared & you should respect your bodies demand to take care of it & stop abusing it the way you are.
I'm sure there are reasons....there always are.....stress & many issues go into the beginnings of ED's.....& those are the things we need therapy to resolve because if those things aren't resolved....the ED will continue to haunt......I have problems with stress causing me to feel so sick I can't eat without getting sick & I can't stand to get sick so I just stop eating....the trauma I went through with my mother was the last situation that triggered the anorexia.....& I landed in the medical hospital requiring a central line & IV nutrition......that will be what's in your future if you don't start to take care of yourself.....as they need to get the body medically stable before any treatment can begin in the first place....or along with as my GP had a psychologist & pdoc coming in to see me every day. Just to go to my mother's funeral I had to leave AMA because the pdoc was going to put me on a hold if I left as a danger to myself he said I wouldn't live without the IV nutrition & the picc line had become infected & had to be stopped. My GP was nice & looked the other way without pointing out the hold the pdoc wanted to put on me which caused problems between them also....but I promised to come back the next week after the funeral was over & deal with the IV nutrition at that point.
I'm thinking you have some other serious stresses going on in your life right now.....which would also cause your pulse to go much higher.....while the low weight keeps the blood pressure lower from my experience.....
If you don't take care of yourself...your body is giving you the warnings...you are the one that has to listen & make the necessary changes
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