Hi guys, so sorry to bump this thread from almost two years ago but I always find time-machine posts like this really interesting.

WOW ok so basically the girl who I had a crush on from post#1... we ended up becoming really really close friends. Like incredibly close friends, she practically knows everything about me and we have no secrets and no judgments. I'm rly thankful to have someone like her.

I kept having feelings for her for the rest of the school year but after we found out that we shared the same dark secret (self-harm) I sort of just saw her as a close friend. She's still with that first girlfriend, they are a super strong couple and now I'm better friends with her gf too.

The aforementioned gay-straight-alliance that I said I would go nowhere near... I have now been a member for a while and I'm even the secretary.

Some stuff happened with a guy in between but I've mainly had a crush on this one other girl since October but too shy to do anything about it. I still don't know my "label" but I'm okay with that now because I'm just going to like who I like.

And not too long ago, I told my old crush/ now close friend (the one from the first post) that even though I've been mostly straight, I've had some feelings for girls before (didn't tell her it was her though!!)

Now we are all graduating from high school in a few weeks, and it has been a crazy ride

Like I said, I love time-machine posts.

- AJ