God sometimes I just wish they would just keep quiet!!

I am okay. Even when I am not okay, I act like I'm okay. Why? Because I don't want to go back to the hospital. That's what you wanted isn't it? For me to not be hospitalised. To prove myself that I can handle myself and I DO know my landmines.

I don't understand Mom. I really don't. She keeps on harping on my illness; "oh you can't handle stress blabla" "your meds are worthless!!"

Sometimes I feel like giving up on getting my family to understand this.