I have no other options for survival. I made appointment with T for next week. I cannot do this by myself. I feel that I will give same T another try. I have declined in any recovery since I am not able to take AD meds anymore. Past week's have been very BAD for me. I cannot talk to anyone but myself & Higher Power. Why not go tell this lady all the negative stuff I am living with...that's what she gets paid for. I actually felt hope when I made the appointment. If I could just get out of the bed that would be great!