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Old May 08, 2014, 03:28 PM
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I think one of the things both T and I have realized is that I don't really have anyone else to talk to. So lately i've wanted to talk about things, now that i'm in a better mood, that quite frankly seem unimportant. Like I wanted to tell her about my herbs i'm growing, and my flat tire. Last night, I had a dream of my teeth falling out (have had this dream before and know that it's quite common). Anyways, reading about the things that it symbolizes made me want to pretty much write a mini essay of sorts for T (I won't see her for a while due to schedule conflicts) referencing Jung and Freud's approach to that specific dream, and other things i've found.

It seems like a rather dull topic really and kind of pointless to share them with T. Or is that what T is about? We've built a relationship that allows me to feel free to be the person that I am with her and she does show genuine interest (we do share a bit of the same interest but I don't expect us to have everything in common). Is that weird to want to type an essay up like that? Do I need to work on getting some friends? Or should I just write it but write it to myself?
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