Really?

Because you've been told repeatedlly that this is probably a good way to make the last few weeks suck pretty hard, but continue to express your determination to do this anyway, in various threads. You also ask for advice on the plan, even though the advice you've been given is to simply not do it.

It actually sounds more escapist than anything else.

If things suck, you might have to do some real work to address the issues, not make dangerous attempts to escape them- either option sucks, but misusing your rx meds often sucks more in that it eventually brings you right back to wear you started.

:/