About 20 years ago, I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. Probably experiencing both since I was 11 or 12. Last week I went to a psychiatrist and he said I am mildly bipolar. Yes, I do have racing thoughts and sometimes I talk a mile a minute. I've been on SSRIs where I have stayed up three days straight. But, I can tell you, I've never felt elation or that I can do anything, except for a fleeting moment. What gives?