Hey purplemoon take it easy on yourself! I'ts ok to be needy! Don't feel ashamed or bad about it. Your t is here to help with that. Can I make a suggestion? What you said in your post was a great way to explain to your t your feelings surrounding the "neediness". I'll bet that if you can share this with your t, they will be understanding and will have an explanation for you that will be supportive and encouraging. It will help take the fear and shame out of the needy feeling......i know exactly what you mean but you have to put it out there for t to help you and know where your head is. If you don't, then you're batting this around with yourself and that's no funa dn can make you feel nuts.

(((((((purplemoon))))))