I don't know if they have an email, I didn't see one. I even told my partner y I feel so bad today and i never tell her when I'm super anxious or panicky. I internalize it all or at least try to and it just comes off as me being pissed.

I dunno if I can call T. She only texted today with referrals. First one she referred my partner knows and told me absolutely not. That woman dropped my partner when she was put in hospital. I found out it happens quite often with her. I'd probably be fine with all the Pdoc stuff if it weren't for that damn book isn't T take to read. My partner of 6yrs hasn't even read it.

I'll jut watch the NFL and keep my mind off of it all as much as possible. But this is really awful.