It has been getting worse and worse the last few weeks. The urge to cut myself. I sit here and think about how the physical pain may take the mental pain away. I had a decompressive event back end of last year, was hospitalized for suicidal thoughts. Got out and was back in within the month. Now have been doing better. Still having s.t., but not as often and I can control them. But lately, with all the anxiety I am feeling and with my moods going every which way at night, I have been feeling the urge to cut. How do I get past it? If I tell my P doc, will I get locked back up?