Today was a better day. One of my coworkers invited me to a party at her apartment tomorrow. These are not the same coworkers from before. I'm a little nervous to go, but I'm always complaining how lonely I am. I don't know, I can't decide. Mostly I feel like everyone is judging me. What if they only invited me to make fun of me? Then again, the coworker that invited me out tomorrow helped me to calm down when I was had a panic attack at work a few months ago. It's hard to figure out what people's intentions are.