Today I spent the whole day planing to open an awesome homeless success shelter (center) budget and everything. But my head is so scadered I can't really form sentences and its buzzing to the point it hurts. I'm not sleeping (maybe three hours). My in-laws asked me to go to my pdoc but he's not there until the second of June. Currently I'm taking my son and husbands abilify but my t wants me to take the seroquel until pdoc is back and stop the abilify. Her favorite saying to me is "slow down, sleep and take the seroquil" but if i take it for the next 3.5 wks wont it no longer be PRN? plus the 20 lbs that ill gain in less than a month.Even my son told me I'm forgetting to take my night time med. I'm so scared that I'll flip out in front of my husbands family. I don't want to ruin my relationships again or go psychotic so I need to keep this in the hypo maniac stage. I have no Dr to turn to until June second and that is the last time I see my pdoc. Then there's the events for the next couple of months that I swear are going to get me comited.

Run down of the next couple of months:
This weekend I have to entertain 14 people until sunday.
Sunday we drive 2 NYC
31 we drive home.

June
2nd t
5 pdoc
11 Miguel tuns 12.

July
5 Moving th
8 leave for 6 wks
11 Miguel leaves we don't see him until the second week of September.

August.
15 come home
Pack
29 move cross contery

I don't need mania. Will 3 weeks make seroquel not a PRN and will I gain 20 lbs? Any suggestions are greatly appreciated.