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So, I've been having dreams involving snakes and also wolves since I can remember. I don't have happy dreams. I have nightmares, and sleep paralysis. I've started to meditate every day and become better at lucid dreaming so that I can actually wake myself up, but it has only made the dreams more intense and symbolic. When they aren't disturbing and endless, they almost always involve a wolf or a snake. Both of which I have a very strange connection with inside of the dream as well as consciously. I'm kind of babbling now.. so here is one of the most vivid dreams I have recently had about wolves:
I'm outside of some party, by myself near a lot of woods. I look over to see 3 or 4 wolf pups. They came up to me and were playful and sweet, but I sensed danger. Then a gigantic, ghostly looking wolf comes towards me. I'm actually quite terrified at this point (not much actually scares me, but this really did) The eyes of it were the size of tennis balls. One eye was glazed over, sickly looking. While the other eye was a mysterious combination of the darkest, deepest brown, and a never ending black. I was too scared to move, and before I realized how close to me it actually was, I felt as if I was being consumed by its undead eyes. It was literally consuming my very essence...but then, I woke up. *note that this was the only time one had ever threatened me. All other dreams involving these animals are usually what I consider "good"
Any thoughts?
Interpretations?
Possible spiritual familiar?
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